Splitsville

So Latoya and I broke up last week. I am finally at a place where I can talk (or type) about it without taking my anger out on the computer.

Believe me, I felt some pain like I have not felt in a LONG TIME. I was angry as angry could be.

I don't want to go into the details here, but I can say that I still love her and I would still marry her in a heartbeat. I guess that I have to face the fact that things are over (even though I don't want it to be). I guess that I will be stronger after I have been healed of the hurt and pain that I have suffered.

Last week at work I was just moody and angry. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't want to talk to her either despite numerous attempts on her part to call me.

We still talk. I still consider her a friend. And, of course, she will always be my sister, and she and I are members of the same church so we will be seeing a great deal of each other.

I love her very much and she will always have a very special place in my heart.